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Rebecca♥
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Shut your eyes,
the truth will set sparks(:

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My silly lil biatch

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CAUSE U LOVE ME

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You are awesome for being here now,
Your life is nor 60% more interesting(:

Memories
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sinq to the beat.


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Wednesday, June 4
Push me there

My eyes are burning, my heart it's tearing, my soul is crying, my body still melting, all this yearning , when will I start learning, that I need to stop loving so my heart may stop breaking


People they are talking, they are instructing, all while I am hurting. Boiling in my heart, burning in my soul. Forgiveness ? I see no more. You blame and you push. I'm left with an empty chest. 

Yet finally I feel , finally I can smile. The power your words have over me , this happiness you control in me. So sinful so true. So terrifyingly good. Shameful and so painful, yet meaningful and so beautiful. Comforting beats of my heart, given desires from the fallen one. Slowly it tempts, as I am being damned. Guilty pleasure from such shameful desires.

This thorn in my flesh , curse of my life, such pain in my heart, torture for my soul. I struggle as I tear, I wiggle as I crawl. I can bear this no more. 


My heart is breaking everyday I know, we'll never happen. 
Each day you love , someone not me, my heart breaks a little, yet never recovering ,it finally will wither. Forever fading away. 


How happy you make me, it's just too difficult . This joy I must keep, a secret in my heart, this burden I'll carry , smiles I must bury.  
You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart
Now even a thousand tears would not brinq you back to me.