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Sunday, June 22
Cursed presence Complicated thoughts, never ending emotions. This has all proven too much, too difficult for me to handle. It seems so unfair, this is too tough. Your presence feels so important yet your absence is whats required. The happiness from your company , that joy you place in my heart , simply put they're tearing me apart. To keep my distance it already kills me this much. But rejecting you would leave me empty, feeling no difference from being dead. Conflicting thoughts with many confused emotions , wearing me down, ripping my insides to shreds. Why must something so good be so bad. Why must something so special be so horrible. How could such happiness be so painful. Forced and with no other choice, I'll have to leave it all behind. Breaking it off though it'll destroy my inner soul. I wish you'd leave me alone but I know that'll be too painful to go through. Yet now I've got to leave and the thought is already killing me inside. In me there now is, a Conflicted mind due to a confused heart causing a hurting soul. Why must my happiness bear such sinful consequence and unfruitful ends ? | ||
You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart
Now even a thousand tears would not brinq you back to me. |