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the truth will set sparks(:

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Your life is nor 60% more interesting(:

Memories
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Saturday, May 31
Actions the heart can't bear.

This feeling in the tummy , this feeling of fluttering. This non stop beating, my heart is dancing. 

Why must I be happy When I see you laughing. Why must my heart start beating when I sense you nearing. Why must I get nervous when I see you looking. Why do I freeze whenever I feel you touch me. 

A feeling so tempting, an emotion so calming. Yet a consequence so terrifying. Such thoughts so nasty, with very stressful endings. What painful memories , I can't stop carrying. Of a Heart breaking future I am weary, another scar I  refuse to carry. Conflicts and differences battling out daily, a war zone I have become, a war I am hosting. In me they fight, tearing all apart. When will it end , will it end in tears. A broken heart I will be left with, a lonely soul I will receive. Pain and hurt comes my way but it's so hard to bear. I know there's no other way but could I be spared of such pain. 


How long will I bear it. How long will I stand. Before I break down and become nothing but just flesh. 

It's so hard it's just too tough, it's a love I just cannot seem to carry. Why is this out of my control why if this my curse. I can't withstand it no more.

Wednesday, May 28
I need you more than anyone else

When will my heart learn, when will it be tamed. Why does it fight against the brain. The body hurt daily as it's the wars battlefield, suffering from a war that never ends.

Your gentle smile, your very soft touch. Missing your comfort, remembering your warmth. Made me human, you've helped me feel. Without you I'm no good without you Ive seemed to have lost my soul.

Your beautiful bright eyes always so full of hope, soft tender lips that always seems to smile, gentle smooth hands that always comforts me, it seems my heart has memorized every detail of you. Your words and it's comfort, your love and it's touches. 
How lonely have I become since you've taken your love away. How far apart have we become since you went your own way. How strongly has my faith ripped my love for you to shreds. How much more could this desire for you pull me away . How long will it take before I would break. How deadly could my love for you really get. 
You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart
Now even a thousand tears would not brinq you back to me.