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Rebecca♥
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Shut your eyes,
the truth will set sparks(:

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My silly lil biatch

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CAUSE U LOVE ME

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You are awesome for being here now,
Your life is nor 60% more interesting(:

Memories
November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 July 2012 August 2012 January 2013 February 2013 July 2013 October 2013 February 2014 March 2014 April 2014 May 2014 June 2014 July 2014 August 2014 September 2014 November 2014 January 2015 April 2015 September 2016 March 2017

sinq to the beat.


MusicPlaylist
Thursday, April 3
The tunes of your heart

Once upon a time, we use to smile, we use to laugh. We were inseparable. Happiness was our pet. We promised each other, we said forever. We never thought we could be seperated. Good bye was unfamiliar while we enjoyed what seems to be a endless joy as time passed. With every tick we drew closer to the end. Yet who could have seen it coming. Bitter goodbyes we were forced to say. Painful separations we were volunteered to experience. A Broken dream and hopeless heart is all I've left.


How can anything be right now. How can everything become so wrong. I was once at the top of the world. Now I'm struggling in the heat of hell. 

Bitterness developed as darkness creeps. They grow as they feed. Sin and hurts providing three meals a day. 

Wednesday, April 2
O v e r

Hurts and pain. Cries and screams. Struggles and tears. Blinded and bruised. Hardened and burdened she would always carry on. The injured and wounded she would pull along. All night long she stays awake. All day long she slogs and prays, for better days and lesser weight. In pain and suffering they cursed and swore, she still carried them all the way. They saw her pain and attacked right there. Now we are all equal they would say. 

Complicated love affairs. Matter of the heart she can't forget. All resolved in one simple solution. To move on and not care.

Tuesday, April 1
Enough

I'm so tired. I'm so sad. I'm so frustrated. I'm feeling so trapped. I'm giving up. I'm moving on. I'm walking away. No more holding on. 

My heart is in pain. My chest is too tight. Everything is so tough. My soul has been ripped. Everything is failing. My eyes are tearing. 

I cannot breathe. I cannot think straight. I cannot control this. I cannot excercise faith. I cannot find hope. I cannot see light. I can only feel low. I can only stay broke. 

It's so difficult. Hosting this war , a conflict between mind and heart including even the soul. Like poison it's taking me, separating me from love and life. I'm loosing the light. Straying from home. Wandering in deserts. So lonely and cold. 

Finally it's enough. Im giving up since I Can't stop giving in. 
You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart
Now even a thousand tears would not brinq you back to me.