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Tuesday, March 4
The regret of loving myself more. Time passes as we learn to understand why. All our wrongs and mistakes we would memorize. Time moves forward yet memories stands still. Pictures frozen always flashing through our minds. We live in the present yet our heart travels, it pulls us to the times we had shared with a lover. Every detail all so clearly as we wander around the familiar settings aimlessly. The pictures they move slowly, showing us the journey so vividly. Witnessing the relationship so bitterly , you could only wish for the lords mercy. A billion things we would have done differently. Too many things we did hastily. All the decisions we've made foolishly. Now we look back regrettably. I've made many mistakes , I've hurt you plenty of times to even count. The regrets in my heart, they're too difficult to list. Our time together I will always miss. My hand in yours I will always relive. Your embrace and warmth I will always belong. Our love once so strong i will never forget. My decision to trust, I will never regret. Time we've spend together has not been wasted . As tears we've shed will never be regretted. What I know now I wish I knew then. How much pain I would've saved, how much hurt I would not have caused. Till today my heart stays dead to know you're not saved , to know you're fighting somewhere out there. I wish I could rescue you as you've rescued me. I wish you could fall back and know I'll be there as I knew you would for me. I wish I could do all you've done for me. I wish I could bring you such happiness you've brought me. I wish I could show u what love you've shown me. Such blessing I was given to be given you. What a present it was to have received your love. Such a curse you have had to be given me. What a lost it was to have given me your love. That day we met, I was blessed while you got cursed. At the end of the day I only have one wish. I wish I loved you more then I loved me. | ||
You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart
Now even a thousand tears would not brinq you back to me. |