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The Nerd♥ Rebecca♥ 24.12.94 Shut your eyes, the truth will set sparks(: My silly lil biatch {♥}ZoeyWanqZuer{♥} CAUSE U LOVE ME Kapo's You are awesome for being here now, Your life is nor 60% more interesting(: Memories November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 July 2012 August 2012 January 2013 February 2013 July 2013 October 2013 February 2014 March 2014 April 2014 May 2014 June 2014 July 2014 August 2014 September 2014 November 2014 January 2015 April 2015 September 2016 March 2017 sinq to the beat.	Wednesday, January 25 Happiness is found only in one who believes that Happiness is more important than pride. Happy chinese new year people. I spent my second day house visiting with friends. It was fun, We entertained ourselves by playing ice and freeze or something. I was so tired chasing them around and around. I HATE RUNNING. But the funny thing is I use to run for my school's in house competition. HAHAHAHHAHAHA. Dumb. Yea so holiday updates, A quick one. I'm sick you see, from the chinese new year walking around. Every year end, my church has this camp for the teenagers, so we could just have fun and stay over and stuff. We usually go overseas together, But because we all went to bali together in june this dec we stayed in singapore. $$$$$$ limited. This year, we all got bandanas instead of t-shirts. it was special(: We were split into 4 groups. I THINK. The first day, we had our games ,lesson, then night walk. every one was blind folded and lead around the building, till the car park where water eggs and whatever was thrown on them. OH, But I was a leader so I dint have to go through the pain~ MY GROUP! I forgot our name. but we rock! Trying to organize them into standing in a heart shape . Bringing them around the building hahahaa. Imaginary "WALLS" DOWN THE LIFT. All the evil leaders who were clean through everything MWAHAHHAHA Yea, Cause I was int he committee I had to wake up EARLY the next day to get breakfast ready . #sadlife. Slept for like 3 hours. I almost died. Forced my group to wake up and assist me. the power of being the group's leader:D Went to yishun safara, Did rock climbing and high elements and stuff. I almost died once again. This is me in the stuff. I look terrible, I know. UGLY. I look like a man. okay. i know. anyway, I went home early cause i had a fever. And the third day they all went to east coast in the morning. Okay I need to get sleep or I am gonna have a fever for real now. Sunday, January 22 What heights of love what depths of peace when fears are still , My comforter, here in the love of Christ I stand. I have made a planner, Where I shall plan out a schedule to study and stuff. It was really hard organizing my life cause I have so much to do. After writing down all that I had to achieve in a week I felt really burdened. By its okay. I CAN GET THROUGH THIS YEAR. Its Chinese new year now, A time I get to spend with my extended family. I am very grateful of this time of the year, Because of singapore's hectic city life, me and my cousins could never hangout. So Chinese new year means a lot to me. Every year we meet we look different and dress differently with different interest but we always get along, and every year without fail we would hangout in my grandmama and grandpa's room together, Chatting ,playing games, I love my family so much(: Okay, Holiday update. My birthday was during the holidays, So last year I decided I wanted a small birthday thing, Where I would hangout with those closest to me. I invited 6 of my closest friends to my place for dinner & movies. And I had lunch with one of my good friend pam, I did this two separately so I had fun individually(: MY FAV BURFDAY PRESENT! A build a bear, I have been wanting this for 235634957230467536 years! My dear friend knew and went to the shop to get me one ! HAHAHAHA. It was really sweet, He is a big guy so for him to go into that kinda shop ALONE was really sweet (: this is the awesome person who gave me the awesome gift! Yea, So this are people whom I loved, The people who celebrated my special day with me(: Friday, January 20 Friendship has the power to defy gravity. After seeing my dearest sweet post, I can't not post about it too! Gosh, So much memories. Spent the whole of last night bringing up old memories with zuer. The power of whatsapp! Yea, So school life dint start of easy for me, I was unlucky to be called out to help the teacher mark attendance which apparently in the eyes of some brat was a crime. And that brat just had to make my life miserable after that, pin pointing my every mistake. So obviously standing alone in a new school,I only knew how to cry alone. That girl was spreading nonsensical rumors about me. And she started forming her own clique with the other chinese girls meaning they were not ALLOWED to talk to me. I remember so vividly getting nice "don't cry): " notes from zoyi every time I came back to class after crying, I'd remember her ignoring them and sitting with me during recess. Though its like 5 years ago I'd remember her staying by me. Though after awhile I was fine with the other girls I would only be "nicer" to zoyi. Yknow, Though we have our up's and down I will always consider her my very true friend. Through our school years we got closer,and stood by each other, creating many idiotic memories. Every time there's some kinda weird problem in our clique or one of us is heart broken we'd have each other. Our double date at night safari ,AHHAHA i was so bored. And we were only 13. CLEANING HER DAMN HOUSE. annoying. I don't even do house work at home yet I help mop her floor. I think she was sick or something. Spending the nights on the computer drinking. yes we were 13. Yknow you are best friends when you can be in the same room, not talk at all but not feel awkward Our idiotic moment of trying to be brave and then seeing the old man, security guard and three heads, I will never forget crying with her when we realize we were the only ones seeing those stuff. Chinese new year. okay, so we grew up and turned 14, we still had much fun going mad and acting like wild kids. We literally were absent from school like 75% of the time. And when we are late instead of rushing we'd go to mac's for breakfast or to her grandma's place to sleeeeep. And upon seeing the school gate being close to late comers we would just walk away to avoid the punishment (running) We were always late or absent together, and our form teacher always suspected we did it on purpose,but its funny 50% of the time we were late or absent together, its not planned. It just happened. But still with pure hearts to love. HAHAHHAHAA! One funny thing is, We always ALWAYS ALWAYS breakup at the same time and end up crying ,drinking and smoking together at some dark alley. Its funny. But she always get back with the SAME guy. while I find some new random dude to "love" Our "wanna-be" days. Going to pubs, drinking, smoking, dressing up ,Hanging out with old dudes, CAM WHORING. HAHAH. Seeing this picture makes me laugh so hard now. I'm sure you remember this! HHHAHAHAAA. Dear silly little biatch, Though we can't talk as much now, I'd always regard you as my truest and bestest friend. We may have chose different paths now, we may have changed into two different kind of person now, we may have lesser time to chat but our friendship will stay the same. Thinking back, I miss my time with you the most. Wish It could replay again and again.
You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart Now even a thousand tears would not brinq you back to me.