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The Nerd♥ Rebecca♥ 24.12.94 Shut your eyes, the truth will set sparks(: My silly lil biatch {♥}ZoeyWanqZuer{♥} CAUSE U LOVE ME Kapo's You are awesome for being here now, Your life is nor 60% more interesting(: Memories
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Monday, November 28
Exams are finally over and I'm not gonna stop smiling. My holiday schedule is super packed! Spending this time wisely, cause when results are released my freedom is permanently damaged. I will never see the sun ever again ! I'd be locked up at home in my room with only books to feed off so i would pass my O level retake. I ain't joking. So, Currently I have decided to shall get A JOB. Yes. For people who know me, I really can't work. I had a job once, I got fired after like an hour, that really sucked.But its okay, I'm older now I believe I can do it and earn my way into the independent world. since I have nothing to do except play eat and sleep, I decided to add flavors into my life, I've started my reading habits again. Currently reading this book titled "Beautiful" by katie piper. Its about this beautiful model who met this physco obsessed guy, eventually they dated then he raped her and almost killed her then hired someone to splash acid on her. Her face was burnt, she lost her looks, which was everything to her. It talked about how she got back on her feet with the support of her family and her friends who stayed by her side throughout. I really do recommend this book, It emphasizes on the importance of family and friends, and the black hole of society. The hole everyone is getting sucked into in the current century. Personally reading her story really got me developing a great sense of respect for this woman. Her will to fight on, And her story has reminded me of my root of support, My family. Too many times, I take my family and my friends for granted because I am just so focused on my life's achievements ,goals and hurts, I'm so busy competing in the world I neglect what truly matters. Many a time we feel alone we feel tired, but we were the ones who chose to walk alone. There are always people wanting to support us, but sometimes we push them away ourselves. Also because of how superficial this world is becoming many, especially girls get really insecure causing many problems. If we choose to walk by the superficial road, emotionally we're the ones whose gonna suffer and face the dire consequence. Superficial friends, superficial life, I doubt being superficial is fulfilling cause nobody knows the real you. It takes away the meaning of friendship relationship basically love. I really love this book and recommend it to other's who read. Its really meaningful and inspiring (Y) Have a pleasant holiday ahead Rebecca | ||
You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart
Now even a thousand tears would not brinq you back to me. |