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The Nerd♥  Rebecca♥ 24.12.94 Shut your eyes, the truth will set sparks(: 
My silly lil biatch {♥}ZoeyWanqZuer{♥} CAUSE U LOVE ME Kapo's You are awesome for being here now, Your life is nor 60% more interesting(: Memories
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Saturday, October 1
 Its like 2.3oAM now. I'm monitoring my little baby's drinking timing and intake.. He ate nonsense food out of the garbage and is now really sick.Gonna bring him for his ultra sound tomorrow at the animal hospital. I swear I can cry right now.The veterinarian said he might have to go through surgery which is worrying.. My poor baby. **shakes head* his been to the vet twice already, yesterday and today.Canceled all my plans today to stay home and take care of him.Moved my bed beside his in the living room. I'm gonna camp here till he recovers. Sunny is the best thing that ever happen in my life. His the most important companion in my life. he's my best friend I don't know what I'll do if I were to loose him.. Every time I'm upset,every time I'm depressed,every time I cry my little sunny never fails to come sit on my lap or lie on me and lick my tears ,lick my nose and eyes till I start giggling...He'd sit by me while I hug him and cry, he'd bark at papa or mama even sist every time they'd use a harsh tone on me or every time they try to wake me up my little sunny growls at them chasing them away.. My little naughty baby who pee's all over the house ,then runs to me for protection knowing I won't ever let anyone hit him .. My greedy little pig who snatches my blanket at night hiding under it sleeping like a pig. My little scardy cat who snuggles with me every time it rains and there's thunder/lightning! My greedy little baby who gobbles everything that fits into his mouth up. My cheeky little baby who disturbs sist till she cries! **THUMBS UP** My petty petty boy who shits on mama's table cause she screamed at him the night before! My little precious baby.. Nothing must happen to you,I'll be so lost and alone if you're not here to annoy me and comfort me daily...It's so painful seeing you in so much pain ...It kills me to see you so weak..Its driving me crazy. Tears swell up every time I see you lay on blanky beside me so lifelessly. I can't rest I can't do anything but stay up and watch you ....I can't loose you...It'll be 2345y1298569283569`23658742482 times worst then loosing that jerk face....I can live without him but I can't go on without you my little monster... Just get well please...I suck my tears up cause I don't want you to sense my sadness ...My little baby sunny please stay strong.. SIGH.All I can do now is watch you...complain tweet blog. Sigh...... | ||
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You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart
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