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The Nerd♥  Rebecca♥ 24.12.94 Shut your eyes, the truth will set sparks(: 
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Wednesday, October 26
Enchanting his voice ,deadly it's tune, beautiful features hides a secret grin, coated with gold covering earth's filth. Appearance deceive. What appears beautiful may turn out to be just another ugly lie. Dig for what's inside not take what's outside. Looks vanishes in time, but the soul stays forever. Tuesday, October 11
 Viciously earning titles like "best student of the year" ,"best attendance" ,"top scorer" and many more is now required for us teens, studying hard , excelling in our studies ,to be the best of the best. Even with our GCO exams. Its not about how many questions we got right, its how many questions we got right compared to other students taking that same paper. That's how we are graded, if everyone passes the bar is set higher and the lower scored ones fail. Are we going for examinations or competitions its hard to tell the difference now. Education is now set according to how a competition is, but how can we complain. Society is 10 times worst aint it? That is why I'm not surprised to see people turning out to being so competitive in everything. The education system ,drilling the competitive attitude into kids minds while Society breaks those who aint. Education becoming such a big thing and what kind of job becoming who you are,thats what is put into all our minds. This poisonous thinking this corrupted attitude has been turning the human race into a bunch of mindless worldly workaholic zombies. A piece of my thought, riches,jobs, titles, fame, power what would all these mean. Everyone eventually dies and you either go up or down, it don't matter how famous,how powerful you are. You go into the soil and thats that, People move on and eventually forgets you. Unless you can name me every single king in the past of every country who was famous and powerful. '' Treasure life and the people you love. The world can't give you the warmth your family could. Working won't listen to you when you are down. Money won't cover you with a blanket at night. '' Just so dissed when I see people putting their jobs above their families.  Baby is back home and well! Fetched him today earlier on, HIS MEDICAL BILL WAS RIDICULOUS It went up to 3K +++ I felt that stab in my heart when mama signed the bill. Apparently he swallowed a soft toy explaining his failing body system. He had to be operated ,they took the toy out so he is living and well now! Back to his naughty and clumsy self! Hope he learns his lesson bout eating everything. His little adventure and play time with my toy caused us 3k. Wednesday, October 5
No point trying to hide it, I know I got a problem when it comes to affairs of the heart.  My little baby boy is currently living at mount pleasant animal hospital. His been there since Sunday and his medical bill has already gone up to $$900++.. I don't know how long more is he going to have to stay there. Sigh,I feel bad having need mama spend on this.Should have been more watchful.Oh well, O's are nearing, And I'm studying a little harder then i usually do proud to say. I'm trying, but I'm just so annoyed and bothered by Sunny's issue. I hope he'll recover soon. I don't think I could handle more,mentally and financially. Have been visiting him religiously daily. His improving bit by bit.  Today this little monkey jumped out of his cage the moment I opened it! He refused to go back in I had to carry him for an hour and a half like a little baby, gently rocked him till he fell asleep.This really huge dog kept barking && whining when his owner left but my PIGGY still slept soundly in my arms like there's no tomorrow. **shakes head**  Mama && papa heading to Taiwan in the morning, They'll be there till Monday night. And mean while I'll have to handle Sunny's issues. **cross fingers** hope nothing bad happens. Really..I doubt I could handle anything myself. The little devil just ended her PSLE and is going wild. following her older sister's footsteps. Saturday, October 1
 Its like 2.3oAM now. I'm monitoring my little baby's drinking timing and intake.. He ate nonsense food out of the garbage and is now really sick.Gonna bring him for his ultra sound tomorrow at the animal hospital. I swear I can cry right now.The veterinarian said he might have to go through surgery which is worrying.. My poor baby. **shakes head* his been to the vet twice already, yesterday and today.Canceled all my plans today to stay home and take care of him.Moved my bed beside his in the living room. I'm gonna camp here till he recovers. Sunny is the best thing that ever happen in my life. His the most important companion in my life. he's my best friend I don't know what I'll do if I were to loose him.. Every time I'm upset,every time I'm depressed,every time I cry my little sunny never fails to come sit on my lap or lie on me and lick my tears ,lick my nose and eyes till I start giggling...He'd sit by me while I hug him and cry, he'd bark at papa or mama even sist every time they'd use a harsh tone on me or every time they try to wake me up my little sunny growls at them chasing them away.. My little naughty baby who pee's all over the house ,then runs to me for protection knowing I won't ever let anyone hit him .. My greedy little pig who snatches my blanket at night hiding under it sleeping like a pig. My little scardy cat who snuggles with me every time it rains and there's thunder/lightning! My greedy little baby who gobbles everything that fits into his mouth up. My cheeky little baby who disturbs sist till she cries! **THUMBS UP** My petty petty boy who shits on mama's table cause she screamed at him the night before! My little precious baby.. Nothing must happen to you,I'll be so lost and alone if you're not here to annoy me and comfort me daily...It's so painful seeing you in so much pain ...It kills me to see you so weak..Its driving me crazy. Tears swell up every time I see you lay on blanky beside me so lifelessly. I can't rest I can't do anything but stay up and watch you ....I can't loose you...It'll be 2345y1298569283569`23658742482 times worst then loosing that jerk face....I can live without him but I can't go on without you my little monster... Just get well please...I suck my tears up cause I don't want you to sense my sadness ...My little baby sunny please stay strong.. SIGH.All I can do now is watch you...complain tweet blog. Sigh...... | ||
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You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart
Now even a thousand tears would not brinq you back to me. |
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