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The Nerd♥ ![]() Rebecca♥ 24.12.94 Shut your eyes, the truth will set sparks(: ![]() My silly lil biatch {♥}ZoeyWanqZuer{♥} CAUSE U LOVE ME Kapo's You are awesome for being here now, Your life is nor 60% more interesting(: Memories
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Saturday, September 17
You're going down, Cause I'm waking up. ![]() Exams.are.coming.and.I'm.not.studying. I.AM.SIMPLY.COURTING.DEATH. DO.VISIT.MY.GRAVE.MY.DEAR.FRIENDS. O's are just round the corner and I'm slacking away like a pig. Argh. I doubt any amount of studying can help me catch up with the 4 years I wasted away. Know what I detest? What I REALLY REALLY hate? People who hurt others to make themselves feel better. Does it work? Does it really? Its called being selfish and self focused. You'll end up living a life wearing a mask. Cause you can't bear the thought of showing others who you really are. You may have a billion friends but you'll always feel lonely and pathetic. You live in fear. fear of being judged when you are being just you. you'll live alone, lonely cause no one truly knows you, you live a lifeless life, cause you live life pleasing others.And the root of all this nonsensical crap is simply insecurities. But I know everyone is insecure I am? Who ain't? I think 90% of girls on this planet are insecure inside. But so what? You gonna let that insecurity in you eat you up? Let it turn you into a Lil demonic monster? Everyone is insecure. But the difference comes in from the way you handle that insecurity rooted inside. You could let it ruin you, turn you into something ugly, let it control your life, let it hurt the people around you and yourself? OR You could control ,master it, use it to your advantage, admit it face it overcome it use it to improve your weak spots. Letting it turn you into something so ugly and scary will only lead to regret.Regret when everyone leaves. Regret when you're exposed. Regret when you're alone. ARGH,change of topic now . Anyway came out of the exam hall stressed out and my dearest friends started cam-whoring. Nothing new, HAHAHAHHAA but the fun part is ME ruining their every picture! MWAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAA! I never fail to annoy them this way. Same routine "Rebecca smile leyy! SMILE PROPERLY LA! Try and look like a human for once pleaseeee! " ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Now, Every time I smile in a picture, I get the comment "WOW. you look human" from my dear kylin. HOW NICE. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA I.AM.SO.AWESOMELY.ANNOYING. HOW.DO.I.DO.IT? WHY.AM.I.SO.COOL **winks** | ||
You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart
Now even a thousand tears would not brinq you back to me. |