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The Nerd♥  Rebecca♥ 24.12.94 Shut your eyes, the truth will set sparks(: 
My silly lil biatch {♥}ZoeyWanqZuer{♥} CAUSE U LOVE ME Kapo's You are awesome for being here now, Your life is nor 60% more interesting(: Memories
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Monday, September 12
You may find a girl with much better qualities, A prettier smarter skinnier girl, but you'll never find a girl who'd love you like I did, this I assure.  O's are coming. I feel very unready, but what can I do? I guess I just gotta try my best, All my life I've always thought its okay? If I fail I'll jut go like overseas or something, thinking back I'm such a spoilt brat, Though I'm not into brands or fashion and those stuff, but I really am very spoilt. I'd expect to get what I want and I'll never accept a "No" to anything. I remember being so darn spoilt as a kid that during my first year in secondary school my friends couldn't stand me! HAHAHA. but through the 4 years I've changed a lot with the help of my dearest secondary school clique. But somehow I guess the spoilt brat is still in me, It don't show on my outer appearance but my thinking is still as childish and entitled. Getting everything I wanted has mould me into becoming a very lazy person who won't work hard. And I really regret it. I remember as a kid, Mama use to send me to every kind of class,be it from sports to arts to music ,it was to a point I spent most of my secondary one life going for classes daily, Felt so lifeless . In the end I rebelled and got out of everything, but now I know it was for my own good.I really regret giving my parents such a hard time breaking their hearts with my foolishness. But now its not too late, I'm studying hard and I just hope I could do well for my O's so I could make my parents proud. I've decided to change, I don't want to be the spoilt brat that I am. Inside out I want to be sincere and hardworking I want to be someone my parents will be proud of. Because being foolish,smoking,scolding vulgar what will all these do for my life but ruin me? Why chase after things so meaningless,why waste my youth like that...I just hope its not too late. Study hard ,play hard, everything requires balance, life, Mother earth, including happiness. Watched cowboy vs aliens. honestly,ITS RETARDED. The action was good,it was taken real nicely but the story line is just plain bogus.  Went for shashiiiiiiii~ Cravings must be satisfied. I don't know why I love shashee so much. IN LOVE BABY. Healthy and scrumptious. BEST KINDA FOOD EVER.   This 3 people, Use my lappy SPAMMMMMM pictures like mad. Self love is no love people. Missing our late night chats won't change anything cause a one-sided relationship will never work out, but I'll be here if you ever need me,though it may not seem so, you may think I don't care no more, but if you really need someone I will be there, I will make time for you when you're in need. just hope you'll know that and remember it .know that I'll try my best though I can't be there 24/7.Wish you happiness. All is well. | ||
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You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart
Now even a thousand tears would not brinq you back to me. |
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