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Tuesday, September 13
Its been so long, Sometimes I wonder how will I stay strong. ![]() I spent my day wasting away on the couch. After blogging I'm gonna burn midnight oil and STUDY. No joke dudez. Know what I hate? The stupid auto correcting that macbook has,I'm spelling it that way on purpose stop correcting me! I AM YOUR MASTER. Forgive and forget. A very commonly used phrase ,every time a friend is angry with someone we'd use this phrase. Well I do. But its easier said then don't I guess. I've been doing some soul searching on my free time recently, through my many conflicts with friends in the past I realize I've never settled them, I simply let the friendship slide no matter how long a friend they were to me or how much they meant to my heart. And then I realize I was such a avoider. That was my problem. I avoided so much I'd rather hide then fix anything. but deep in my heart I din't forgive them,the people who aint perfect, I couldn't find a heart to forgive them for being just human when I was. I use to think so much, I forced myself into learning how to read people, to try and guess what their thinking,to contemplate the people around me. How foolish was I. But sometimes not knowing is the best solution to attaining peace in the mind. I look back in regret, regret of things I've had to loose, But I had my gains to. Everyone simply grew up and move on. No point in regretting now. Cause life is not about regrets. The ex boyfriend, the old friends, they're gone and thats that. Find someone new find new friends and just don't commit the same mistakes. Although the old will never be replaced in our hearts life goes on. Went to sentosa cove (vivien's house) crashed their BBQ partyyyy~ teehee. ![]() The night before I crashed at tasmin's place, spent the whole night at macdonald with clarence and fuquan STUDYING. WEnt back at like 6, squeezed on her TINY bed (she should sleep on the floor la) slept till it was like 3 then went shopping buy the food and all. On the train she took the most unglam pictures of me ever taken in history I swear. ![]() While shopping this 2 lazy PIGs. Forced me to push them around. FAT PEOPLE WHO ARE UNAWARE OF HOW HEAVY THEY WERE... They think they baby ,sit in trolly. Sit int roll still cam-whore TERRIBLE SIA. ![]() ![]() AWWWW, I snapped sooo many picture's of the both of them cause they're just soooo CUTEEEE together **insert a billion kezillion hearts** ![]() ![]() I know we'll never be the same again. My mind says let go but my heart say's stay. Do you really want to let everything we've been through slip through ? Do you really not want to fight for this friendship? Are you really willing to let it all go? | ||
You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart
Now even a thousand tears would not brinq you back to me. |