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The Nerd♥  Rebecca♥ 24.12.94 Shut your eyes, the truth will set sparks(: 
My silly lil biatch {♥}ZoeyWanqZuer{♥} CAUSE U LOVE ME Kapo's You are awesome for being here now, Your life is nor 60% more interesting(: Memories
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Thursday, May 19
 EXAMS IN PROGRESS. No school tomorrow YAY, Suppose to meetup with 2Pigs to study but canceled last minute, So I shall EXERCISE. Yes! I've decided I want to live a better life(: I spent half my day painting my terribly bitten tiny weeny nails bright orangy pink! AWESOME COLOUR, & I went through my past post's, my conclusion? I'm becoming an idiot. From stupid to dumb to idiot now going for moronic. When I was younger, yes I admit I'm like emo and stuff, but I at least had a life. I use to go out daily,and be happy all the time. LIKE SINCERELY HAPPY. I wont make up excuses to be alone or to go home, I would never in a million yearz hide in my room the whole Saturday, I would by hook or by crook meetup with a friend be it a guy or girl,close or not. My life in the past though a lil wild, was AWESOMELY ADVENTURE-ST. Meeting new friends! Riding on random guyz bikes! Meeting funny people hearing their stories bout their friends who died in accidents blah blah~ Maybe being wild hearing these kinda stories taught me how to treasure every single day I'm alive. Maybe having friends kept my mind of stuff. Maybe life pushed me down hard and I never got up till now. Explaining the situation I am in now. I would like to say "NO MORE! BECCA IS GONNA BE STRONG FROM TODAY ONWARDS" But I know that will just be a lie, I'll continue faking a smile tomorrow and missing someone badly in the night with tear filled eyes. But you know what? That person would never miz me back. Yes I do miss that person so very much,I admit, I honestly will never ever forget him, but I've come to accept life goes on with or without him. I dont want to look back years from now and regret allowing some guy to come into my life and ruin my childhood. I won't change over night, but I know I'll work on it bringing me one step closer to a better life, YEAAAAAA~ | ||
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You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart
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