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The Nerd♥  Rebecca♥ 24.12.94 Shut your eyes, the truth will set sparks(: 
My silly lil biatch {♥}ZoeyWanqZuer{♥} CAUSE U LOVE ME Kapo's You are awesome for being here now, Your life is nor 60% more interesting(: Memories
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Monday, May 16
 Exams are coming. And life as a teenager begins. The pressure not from the exams,but from the people giving you the paper, teachers,parents,friends etc. I've never really tried hard to study, I guess its my way of coping. To not disappoint the people around me I make it seem like I didn't try so I wont have to come to accept the hardcore truth that I just can't do it. I went to Kylin's chalet recently, and as I walk pass the beach, our beach.. The beach where we sat in the night ,under the stars and the nice big round moon, my heart sank. Remembering what you told me that night breaks my heart. I guess no matter what there will always be that one person whom you will never forget no matter how much you want too. That one person you'll miss daily even if you don't see or talk to him. But life goes on, Just take whatever shit you're given and we shall then move on(: I have so much emotional crap I want to crap out here in my blog right now, about how I hate having friends sometimes, bout how I like being alone at home cause the one and only person who would ever really understand me is myself and most probably zoyi is the next closest thing. Or I could crap about how some people are just so freaking stubborn and selfish, or about how helping sucks cause that thankyou would never come to you. Or maybe I could crap more about backstabbers and liars , or or or how caring and loving people could just hurt too much? But blogging crap solves nothing. Anyways, Some snapshots, I was bored~ I thought The outfit I had on made me look like some kinda ancient girl ! HAHA People just don't know how well I hide my pain and how well I fake the smile on my face. You don't know how much you mean to me, you don't understand how serious i can get, you don't understand how serious i already am about this, they just don't know how sincere i honestly can be That I only pretend not to care so it wont hurt that much when i get disappointed.. Not talking to you breaks my heart but you will never know it. you will never know, you will never understand how much i really do love you All I crave for,all I ask for is your happiness darling(: | ||
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You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart
Now even a thousand tears would not brinq you back to me. |
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