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The Nerd♥  Rebecca♥ 24.12.94 Shut your eyes, the truth will set sparks(: 
My silly lil biatch {♥}ZoeyWanqZuer{♥} CAUSE U LOVE ME Kapo's You are awesome for being here now, Your life is nor 60% more interesting(: Memories
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Saturday, April 30
 I have nothing to post about now. I can go on and on, complaining and ranting my anger and frustrations out but will that help solve anything no? I've thought long and hard about my life, and my conclusion is that I've been leading a seriously pathetic life. So my solution is that I'm gonna start living a better one now. I was reading my private blog,It was truly pathetic. Every post about HIM, Or me hurting from a backstabbing friend. One of my post was about the enemy in the mirror. I shall start loving myself something I know I deserve, No more teary nights, no more "I miss him" complains , no more letting ungrateful brats stomp all over my face, no more hurting from ungratefull backstabbing friends. Now I live life for only 4 people, ME, MYSELF , I and Sunny(: (my doggy) ungrateful,self-serving, backstabbing people can just get out of my life, cause you people no longer affect me, as I've grown out of my stupid, nice ,wishful self . **BIG BIG SMILE** After everything, the last line, the last straw is crossed and gone, no more chances I'm saying right now, enough is enough. NO MORE TEARS FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T DESERVE IT. Too other girls out there who are still MISSING that certain guy. Just move on. Don't be the pathetic one, Lift your head up high, You're beautiful in your own way, don't let some guy no matter how special he is to you ruin your beautiful self. Don't let one guy ruin everything, Don't let one guy take everything. The cure of recovering from whatever breakup pain is in our own hands We just gotta make the decision to move on.And I've made mine. Like finally after how many years. Feel like such a fool now looking back. In a relationship you either breakup, or get married. So since things dint work out. move on, Be grateful it ended before marriage happened cause I'm pretty sure a divorce is gonna hurt even more. So to all the heart broken single ladies , Party hard and just have fun , get back the girlie nature we all have that guys try to ruin, deeep deeeeeep down we all know, GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN(: Oh, Had my mini slumber party with my hippo! And gooofy! AND GUIGUI* inserts a billion gazillion hearttttts** !! Camwhored with my ducky jamyyyy's and nice warm furyy booties on, in the nice cold room on my mini sofa! I KNOW MY PICTURES ARE UNGLAM & FAT BUT THATS ME ,live with it(:         Walao, Really gotta diet alr! Wednesday, April 27
 Many people keep asking me , why do I post unglam stupid pictures of myself everywhere? Well. My simple answer is, I want my pictures to be funny, So one day when HE is having a bad rocky hard life and he misses me, He'll come to my blog or my profile and he'll laugh with a big big smile on his face while looking through my funny funny pictures. Then he'll think to himself "she's still the same, she has not change one bit, still the girl who never fails to make me laugh" And once again I would have made his day a better day like I use to. Anyways, School's been rocky , studies are really getting to me. Test test test. Why must I study?! ARGH. Lazyyyyyyy why can't money just fall in front of me form the sky. Is that so hard? NO! anyways My last post was kinda emotional in a way HAHA! sorry about that. Just some stuff going on recently, but its fine. I'll live with it. That's life and I've gotta face it! And from now on I'm gonna be 100% serious. No more playful Rebecca, gotta be mature! And serious! no more falling down, no more tripping! no more stupid comments, no more stupid remarks! and no more jumping around when I get mad! NO MORE! Gotta grow up! I'm turning 17 for heaven's sake! HAA Friday, April 22
Sometimes evil is hidden underneath pure innocence. sometimes, innocence is what killed.  SUPP. Today had a awesome easter, played water bomb games, I LOVE GETTING PEOPLE WET AFTER BBQ's! hahhaaa! Know what I hate? Backstabbers. Yea I really do. Those girls or guys who goes behind your back and do stuff they know will obviously hurt you , whats worst is when they dont come clean. But the ones I hate most, are those who knows you best yet ignore everything for her/his selfish reasons. I dont believe in "emotions cant be controlled" crap . I ain't no moron, nor am I a idiot. Just cause I'm practicing self-control now, it don't mean you can continue pushing it cause you've already crossed the line a long time ago. And you know it. You've now officially lost my trust so have fun with whatever nonsense your in and have fun with the remaining crap you'll be getting in the near future at the rate your going. You know what, I know I'll forgive you cause HE forgave me(: But I'll never forget it. And you're to answer for yourself. Cause now being a friend to you ain't worth my time anymore .I'm only getting back your crap and I've had enough. Cause my care was never something you've appreciated. Continue your act, one day you'll be exposed and when that day comes its already too late(: Thursday, April 21
 Who say's fatty's can't be hot? I'm Re-blogging what zoyi posted cause recently some buffooon called me fat. All my life I've enjoyed eating super unhealthy and oily food. I'm in love with butter! I put butter on everything I can ! I dip my prawns into butter like dipping a cookie into milk! I always make sure Butter and honey is used during bbq's! I also LOVE eating cup noodles, unhealthy? fattening? I DONT CARE. Cause I'll only live once, Why spend most of my life torturing my poor tummy when I could be enjoying the richness of food! Do you see any financially poor woman fat? NO RIGHT? Is normally tai tai, Cause they have $$$ can eat as much as they want enjoy.  So to those skinny girls out there I pity you girls who have money but constantly starve yourselve? Have fun torturing yourselve without me cause I love myself too much to starve myself and look like someone who cant afford food **insert a billion smiley faces! ** Wednesday, April 20
Maybe its just a friendship I might not want to hold on too cause you're obviously not. Friday, April 15
HEYYOO (: Had a awesome time at eastCoast with the family AND SUNNY *insert a billion heartssssss!* Carried sunny into the sea, to try get him swim. He was so darn cute! I told mama, when I get married in the future I'll force my husband to get me a puppy like sunnyyy(: My sister however wanted a big house -.- HAHAHAHHA! Anyway last night I was really upset I msn-ed zoyi, The moment she saw the message she gave me a call all the way from Holland LOVE HER SO MUCH(: Though I sounded really sleepy still Thanks hunny I really appreciate it! You're as usual always the one there for me even though your half way across the world!  I've been learning about Hitler, I think his really smart, too bad he used it wrongly. I guess its the human nature to fight and stuff, history taught me alot about humans. The human heart is the most poisonous poison you can ever find. However it is the purest thing you could find too. Saturday, April 9
 What is the most poisonous thing on earth? The humans heart. I get very annoyed with people who wants to be friends yet refuse to open up and let you in to their life's . All they want is the thrill and excitement they get from someone trying to get in. Annoying. I think attention seekers and annoying. SERIOUSLY. 2words. TURN-OFF Anyways have been studying alot lately. kinda overwhelmed with o's. I'm super worried, and have a strong feeling I'm gonna fail. So ITE see you soon ! I gotta start exercising manz. Getting from plumb to fat to no more neck. I hope I could still see my toes when I'm 20.......... Shall get some sleep. Eye bags getting from bad to worst If i still not sleep, The animal people are gonna catch me and lock me up in a zoo mistaking me for a panda ! AHHAHAA Night everyone STRAWBERRY DREAMS . XOXOXOXOOOO Monday, April 4
I hate it when girls you met days ago calls you their sister. It totally takes the meaning out of it. STOP ABUSING THE WORD YOU THICKED SKIN WOMAN ! WithLove, Rebecca:D Sunday, April 3
 How do I be something I don't know? Today was a very very very very veryyyyy special dayy for one of my dearest friends Steffi(: we grew up together FYI. congratulations babe you made it(: Tasmin && Sueann (hope i spelled it right! ) came over supposingly to STUDY, I did study but some other people were SLEEPING! I've been having such a awesome holiday, but all good things have to come to an end righttttt? SIGHS. my lazy bum bum has to start going for classes starting tomorrow , I hope I'll not be late like everyday this semester. I'll make myself proud ! I'm off to bed, I was so hardworking today I need a rebooooost!night y'all ! STRAWBERRY DREAMS **A billion hearty's** Friday, April 1
 I pray that you'll bless me with a smarter brain, that when I wake up tomorrow morning I would be 50% smarter adding up 90% smart! So that I can pass my O levels and be a veterinarian when I'm older so I can save all the poor little sick animals who are need of more veterinarians. And so I won't fall down as much anymore and I can grow up with nice scar-less legs so that little boys won't think I'm a skater and adults won't know I am clumsy from their first impressions. Thankyou so much I love you Amen. | ||
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You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart
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