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The Nerd♥  Rebecca♥ 24.12.94 Shut your eyes, the truth will set sparks(: 
My silly lil biatch {♥}ZoeyWanqZuer{♥} CAUSE U LOVE ME Kapo's You are awesome for being here now, Your life is nor 60% more interesting(: Memories
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Tuesday, March 29
 I'm down with a "AWESOME" flu. Yet I'm up at 3AM to blog. I love myself so much, thats why i enjoy torturing my body so my live might be shortened and my suffering lessened. Anyways, Today is one of the rare occasions whereby i finally went to someones FB profile! YAY ,lets celebrate. Nowadays, young punks are sooooo cute(: I thought they were extinct. I guess I was wrong. OH by the way! I've developed a interest in skatingggggggggggg! YAY YAY YAY! I wanna get a pink one, but I gotta learn how to skate first, baby steps becca baby steps. And I'm gonna pick up piano once again, maybe start swimming. I've FATTENED. Thinking about my INCREASED WEIGHT makes me feel so depressed. okay, Its settled, I'm swimming tomorrow. By hook or by crook, I'm gonna drag my lazy bum bum to the pool and do hardcore exercise ! I think I might roller blade there. OH by the way here are some pictures from my last minute trip to kota kinabalu to visit my dear friend HANNAHHHHHHH(: Hahaha! I was sitting around and then decided to head over, so i booked a air plane ticket and got tasmin and clarence to tag along, So we booked our tickets and in 3 days we went over.    We wanted to wear beach dresses, something i don't have. So i borrows hannah's but it made me look pregnant. here's the evidence.   feel like ripping her face off. Sorry I've got anger issues. Friday, March 25
 Mama && Papa had to go overseas for 2 weeks to conduct workshops, so I stayed at tasmin's house! CAM WHORE ALL THE WAY(: Steffi came over last fridayyyyy. Slumber partyyyyy! Alexis was SUPPOSE to come over, but we had something to do so had to cancel): Tomorrow I'm going backkk home ! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MY SUNNY(: I miss him so so so so sooooo much I can die , Awwwww I hope he haven't forget me mannnzzzz. Anyway Ryann gave my a job offer. thinking if i should work today or not. LAZYY TO THE MAXX. Yawns~ Why can't i get paid sleeping. I'll be like a billionaires alreadyy Girls who don't camwhore are insecure(: SIMPLE . So don't title us as vain if you can't love yourselve like we love ourselves. Wednesday, March 23
I don't know if I wanna love you or hate you? Just get out of my life I beg you..  School, New enviroment ROCKS (Y)I guess, wherever you go there are idiots in the world. They are people created by God to help people like me feel better(: I seriously DISLIKE gossippy girls who gossip about EVERYONE..I mean if its between bestfriends I'm fine, Its normal we're girls. But your gossiping around its not cool. You think it is, but its not. You guys gotta wake up like seriously. Gossiping don't make you cool. It makes you insecure (:  The day i decided to spoil tas's stockings HAHAHHA! I still insist prostitudes wear stockings. A few photo's NOT DESTROYED by the vain guys in my class! HAhahhahahaa     poor andre , broke his leg last last last week, I signed it  If you can't see what i wrote I wrote "rebecca was here" and then i drew a arrow pointing at it saying its so cute(: Self-praise is best praise(: Tuesday, March 15
 Many people think being cool, hip and fashionable is good and attractive. Well, Studying hard this year, not shopping and wasting life daily, no more thick layers of make-up smashes onto my face, paying for my own meals, being single and "unwanted" ,wearing full body cloths dressing like a nun, wearing my Pj's to school when I'm late AND wearing a thick ugly black pair of glasses has made me realize. IT ROCKS BEING A NERD (Y) HAHAA! Studying is fun actually. In certain ways I feel smarter, And calmer. I get to see things from a different perspective, Example gossiping. I learn that all the "gossip girls" out there will grow up lonely without any friends while I'll have plenty of friends who would trust me(: So whenever I meet any gossip girl now. I'll simply laugh to myself and picture our future ! HAHAHHAAA So, Gossip all you want! The more you gossip the more friends I'll be getting (: Anyway, I got tired studying nothing's going in anyway so I started to immitate my dear friend up there. His my FBF by the way(: it means Future Boyy Friend (: AHHAHAHA!  trying to control those stupid big fat heavy glasses and making my cuteee middle parting more obvious (:  I LOVE MY MIDDLE PARTING(: Pending new hairstyle  HAHAHAHA. As I sayy STUDY + CAM WHORE = HAPPPYYYYY! but NO LIFE(:  I'll be at this boobs house the next 2 weeks. Parents going to chinaaaaaaaaaaa. -.- AWESOME CHOICE MAMA, Just when the tsunami is coming. If anything happens, WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO SUNNY! Humph. Sunday, March 13
 This is what happen when I STUDY TILL 3AM. Coool hair rightttt Yawns~ Urge to update my dead blog.Study + cam whore = HAPPY(: but no life ~ HAHAHA, CAn't have the best of both world I can't sleep, cause when I sleep I get nightmares , But when I cried myself to sleep I don't get any nightmares. I guess its cause I'm living in a nightmare , So God pities me and took the nightmares in the night away. Recently my life's been kinda routined. school and town and stuff. I did find out some stuff though. Its been such a long time since I felt tears running down my cheeks, such a long time since i felt that pain in my chest (: I missed it. Now I have a new school, new friends, new convictions, new life , Yet, same love, same heartach, same kinda tears for the same person. Everyone say's be yourself. If he loves you , he loves you, if he don't his not the one. but its a girls nature not to be herself in front of the guy who's the reason for her heart beat. I asked myself a billion times, What do I want from being upset over the same guy for so so so long. I told myself a zillion times Ive gotta move on, gotta be strong and I'd smile to myself every time i see myself crying in the mirror. A smile to encourage my soul. To prove I can still smile though I'm hurt. I guess I won't say I would love you forever, or that I would remember you forever, nor will I say I need you in my life, Cause it'll be a lie. Cause one day I might not love you anymore and one day i will forget you, one day. ONE DAY ,I will not need you anymore. But I wil say, You will never be able to find another girl who would love you like i do. Tuesday, March 8
 Fairytale's made up lies. This blog is boring cause it's mistress is busy studying(: yeapps. HAHAHHA! Anyways Ive got twitter add up RebeccaFXY | ||
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You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart
Now even a thousand tears would not brinq you back to me. |
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