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The Nerd♥  Rebecca♥ 24.12.94 Shut your eyes, the truth will set sparks(: 
My silly lil biatch {♥}ZoeyWanqZuer{♥} CAUSE U LOVE ME Kapo's You are awesome for being here now, Your life is nor 60% more interesting(: Memories
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Monday, February 28
Bobby McFerrin - Don't Worry Be Happy Sometimes life bring's us down, we just gotta stand up just once again.  Dear Zoyi.THIS POST IS DAMN LONG. YOU BETTER NOT BE LAZY AND READ EVERYTHING I WRITE I WILL TEST YOU THE NEXT TIME I CALL YOU.  I MISS YOU TOO(: I snap shot this like last year so one day when I miss you I'll look at this and pretend you said it , cause I know you'll RARELY say it to me(:I miss all the crap we use to do together(:  East coast, Crying Taking pictures of me eating the moon ! HAHAHAH Talking about guys breaking our hearts .Remembering our past with the guys we liked . Always being the "stupid unglam ones " in the clique together. "moving in" to the toilets ! Sneaking around at night into pub's while other's that age would be home sleeping ! Drinking till we start crying together,running around together, screaming at one another swearing together at guys who broke our hearts and then falling asleep like pig's. Taking neaoprints to anger "people" hehee!  Rotting at my house while i "prepare" HAHAHHA AHEM. DOnt need to say. Burning our textbook's after exams every year ! Remember that time? AHHAHAH!  TRYING TO COOK ON VALENTINE. Hahhaha! Causing MY date to get a bad tummy ach for a few days ! HAHHAHA Our lousy attempts TRYING to "save money" HAHAHHA! I from the bottom of my heart miss you alot . And I admit ever since you've left for Holland I din't really put in much effort to call or text you . I had a thinking, that you have moved to Holland and your life should move on together with Holland. That you should start a new there. Get a new life. Start afresh. Live the life you've described to me so many times . But after the past week I reflected alot and thought about it, Even though you are in Holland our friendship won't ever move on, It will move forward and deeper, it'll grow but I'm very sure It'll never die. The both of us just has this badluck where by we are STUCK together (: Hehe! SO FACE IT. I've imagine calls from you to be happy and cheerful telling me about your awesome new life, But when I got your call my heart broke. Both times you called I was asleep but hearing your voice woke me , Cause I could hear the sadness hidden deep in your voice. The unhappiness you're feeling. Though I can do nothing to help you feel better or be there to give you a big long hug, I can listen to you. I'll be your listening ear and help you filter out stuff! I want you to know whatever happens I will be here for you. I want you to know. There's still people around you who love you. You don't need just ONE LOVE, Cause you have friends and family's love to you too. INCLUDING MINE. If there are many kinda gold around you will you just stick and treasure one? Or would you treasure ALL the gold around you. Would you burn the other gold so you could keep one? Seeing your blog, the wounds on your wrist broke my heart. It just got my eyes all teary. Seeing you hurt yourself that way really makes me worry so much. It hurts the people who loves you. Whatever happens , I hope you won't let it affect your life too much, I hope it won't let you waste your youth,your life away. Everyone has only one life to live. Every single second should be treasured . You are a pretty ,sweet, sensitive, soft hearted, kind, understanding, loyal , independent girl though you pretend to be all strong and scary you are still that nice young fat zoyi inside . and you deserve a good clean happy life. And a guy who will love you and only you all the way , the way you'll love that guy. Though there will be hiccups here and there in your life you'll get over it like you did in the past and look back thinking "i wasted my time " (: We got through so much together. And we'll go through more in the future together. You are growing stronger through all this, And one day we'll both tell our children how our teenage life was so "colourful" ! HAHAHHA LISTEN TO THIS CUTE SONG. Don't worry so much okay hunny(: Everything will be fine. You have your whole life infront of you, Don't let one guy get you down. You're better then that okay(: I believe in you AND EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY CAUSE I LOVE YOU! I'll always be here for you gimmi a call ANYTIME. I'll wake up I promise. for you(: Friends are forever guys are whatever. "A boyfriend can choose not to care, But a best friend has no choice but to always care , cause she's the best friend ! " I promise I'll always be here for you eh. Life still goes on no matter what. Remember how at east coast or when we got drunk we would always scream, and swear together that we'll never ever let any guy bring us down ever again that we'll never fall ! That You'll make sure I dont and I'll make sure you won't! Well don't! STAND UP! Life still goes on. Treasure your life, live life to the fullest. Stop dwelling int he past. You deserve better, better life, better love, better everything(: | ||
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You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart
Now even a thousand tears would not brinq you back to me. |
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