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The Nerd♥  Rebecca♥ 24.12.94 Shut your eyes, the truth will set sparks(: 
My silly lil biatch {♥}ZoeyWanqZuer{♥} CAUSE U LOVE ME Kapo's You are awesome for being here now, Your life is nor 60% more interesting(: Memories
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Tuesday, December 15
''Where there is love, there is pain.'' I think I'm a very boring person, Because every time i wanna bloq, i would first stare blankly at the computer screen cause i have nothing to bloq about? I must be a very boring person indeed. hahaha! Maybe I'll read more newspapers and bloq about the economy? But that will just bore everyone that reads my bloq HAHAHA. Anyways yesterday i went to eat steamboat with my family and i was so disgusted, My parents ordered prawns, And when they came to our table the were on sticks but still alive! the legs like moving trying to escape! i almost cried! Thens my whole family started dipping the life prawns into the the boiling soup! My mama sitting in front of me dipped it in and out, and it seemed to be staring angrily at me! I din's eat a single prawn last night. Humans are indeed cruel~ I'm looking fer something where i can put more dhens 300 pictures and people can view it like in face book to post on blogger, Anyone has any idea where i could get that? please tag me! Monday, December 14
How could i run with an empty tank Hey people. Imma back, Fer those blur sotong's out there who dint know i was overseas the past few days! took a ship at the scenery there was simple perfect. coming back to sinqapore is like wakinq up to reality! Seriously. I am now feelinq a very sad lonely empty feelinq not being at the place instead being home! Missing the noisy house mates, The great games and yummy food! Only pictures can explain everything so I'll upload the pictures the moment i get them! Too ZoyiWanqZuer; hey "baby" Hahhahaa! (thick skin ehs you tag so big (:*) Cheer up alriqht! I've been gone a few days and i came back seeing you so ? i don't know? broken? I don't know what happen or what triggered your emotional breakdowns and all but don't hide in your room drinkinq and cryinq, yes you Will sleep soundly and forget everything for a moment there but you'll still have to face reality the next day, Drinkinq is a form of running and avoiding.. And its not good fer your health too.. No matter what you know I'll be here rights.. I'll listen to your heart thoughts,sad thoughts,angry thoughts anything. Though i won't be able to do anything but it wil atleast make you feel much more relieve, The word eternity as i bloqqed before.. We're to young to say nor believe in this word.. Cause we're only 14/ 15 we still have a lonq way to qo alot we've yet to experience.And your right. your NOT superwoman. And because you are not super woman the more you should call and talk about it instead of keepinq everything to yourself. you'll get constipated and you will blow one day, What if that blows to biq fer you to handle? I don't wish to see that happen to you nor seeing you unhappy and i definitely do not want to see you unhappy yet clueless why and being unable to even comfort and be there for you, You do know i want to be there for you especially when you need someone to rely on, Someone to talk to.. You know i will be there.. Though i know how hard it is for you now and for the past years I'm confident you'll get over all this one day, Just gotta continue fighting this battle strongly and true enough one day you will reach your goal and enjoy the peace. Life can never run smoothly cause if it is your not living properly, The colours of our lives are made of conflicts&& problems. Without it our life's are meaningless. Though it may seem somehow ugly but in the biq picture its actually what makes everything special.. Wednesday, December 9
a post to post. Missing the past, Loosing the preseant. Leaving my house real soon. Yesterday went to the hospital for my check up.I'm a constant visitor of the hospital, Hahaha! If i din't fall, somehting is hurting my body, If nothings hurting i fell hard, if i din't fell hard i am seriously sick. If its non dhens imma visiting someone. Destiny is trying to tel me, I'm fit to be a docter i guess(: Back to whats important! I'm FINE ! I've recovered 60% Heep heep Hooray(: Went to causeway bought pink nail polish, Dun ask whye-..- bought root beer && Ice cream, Came back home. Dhens brought elena, kelly && Steffi to sake fer dinner. NO ADULTS but me(: Nice. Thens perry came to meet us, The "unlucky guy" HAHA. Thanks fer following me around chasing the KIDS(: hahaha. Anyways i qotta like qo now. Swimminq at clarence house So sayonarahs. I freakinq miss ZoyiWanqZuer now mans): Tuesday, December 8
I'll miss you biatch Children grow, People change. Freakinq tired now. **YAWNS*.Should not pinpoint but if i were to blame i would say its ALL MOJO's FAULT. Last niqht dun let me sleep**Frowns* overslept today. SUPER SORRY to those who I've caused trouble to... ): Woke up and realise i was late suppose pick up hannah,elena && lucas at the airport, Cabbed down, headed to tampanese took a bus back. Elena stayin at my place 3CHEERS(: SUPPOSE go BBQ. but some people uhs., Cancel never say reason de. Laughs, headed home and here i am(: I was looking through my past pictures, And gosh, i look freaking TOOT. How much we've changed . Cant' believe I'm posting this fer all of you to see.. Man I'm brave! A Neoprint taken when we were in sec 1. I CIRCLED MY FACE OUT(:  Another neoprint taken a few months back(: Imma wearinq the pink tank top&&High waist skirt.    A totally random picture taken at a class BBQ during our sec 1 year with Zoyi.  Another random picture taken this year with Zoyi.  Can you see the difference? GOSH. Seriously.. cant believe i was once so TOOT. I guess people do change? Year from now i think I'll be lookin at the pictures i took now and laughing at myself. ? who knows(: Bye biatch! Loves, This Lil biatch of mine has just left sinqapore this morninq at 4, hope she has fun ehs! I'm sure she'll miss me every sinqle night! Cause if she dun SHE'S DEAD. (: hehhee! Poor her, She'll be "love sick" without me luhhh:P Hahhaa!   Elena's now at my house qotta qo entertain her so SAYONARAHS(: Tag Replies; steff! muahahahahaahha ! imy ,WEEE! STAYOVER TML ! <3 Rebecca; Yeahs! Lookinq forward my dear(: I miss you too(: cy I love u baby <3 Rebecca; What the hell -.- I know you’re an imposter man. Childish ehs, you think it’s funny? GROW UP. CY if u tink I really got spam her then nvm la it’s just that nothing Rebecca; Its obvious-.- The spam and your real tag is the same timinq and you were like “who spam?” b0chup iceice,, that day din tag u sorry haha was busy busy worh Rebecca; Nehhminds luhhs(: HAHAA! You busy never talk to me): RACHEL ] SUP! BECCA, Miss me nort? X: sch faster reopen ): Rebecca; abitabit HAHA! Miss Luhs (: desmond:] BROTHER ! tagg tagg . rebecca the best (: Rebecca; Ofcourse IMMA THE BEST(: cy hellow rebecca u become so chio i cannot be happy to see u Rebecca; HUH? What talkinq you. desmond REBECCA !! WHY YOU SO CUTE WANT ! HAHAHAHAS ! :D SISTER YOU THE CUTEST LA ! ^^ Rebecca; Sister you the coolest to luhs! HAHAHA (: Imma always cute sister! Fengqing Hey Girl. Takecare of yourself during holidays! :D Rebecca; Thanks boy(: HAHA! Yo take care too. And I taste good with butter! Huppmh HAHA cy do u miss my tags ? Rebecca; No? Miss fer HAHAHHA! Jokinq(: L.WeiJie Laughs , suresure {: Find a interesting topic & debate someday {: Rebecca; Debate by bloq? HAHA(: Monday, December 7
Zombied out. Starinq at the countless stars blankly purely. Been lazy recently Was not able to find time to post but IMMA BACK(: KahhweeSister came back too sinqapore happy(: Finnally I've been missing her.Was out just now with her&&Some other friends. Sorry fer makinq everyone wait): I am just super tired . Cause of SOME PEOPLE at night cant sleep thens FORCE me to talk to him til morning. IDIOT. but thanks fer the lullaby(: Tomorrow qotta qo airport pick some people up, Meetin DrugAddictDear after that(: Thens qoinq fer Bbq. But i would stil prefer staying home to sleeeeeep. Sleepinq is now my passion. I live to sleep i sleep to live(: Nothing to post today. Kinda a zombie lately showinq no emotions at all time. So yeahs. ByeBye When girls get cookinq  Fallinq sick soon. So qonna head to bed(: Night people.. Wait. Good morning(: Friday, December 4
welcome welcome WELCOME BACK PIG (: Today cheeKahhwee is coming back to sinqapore! Finnally ehs! Been missing her terribly cause I've been so damn bored without her! HAHA(: No kahhwee= no life HAHAHAA!(: din't know which is her favourite so i posted every pic i have of her(:     Though not my closest friend but my treu-est friend. What would i do withought her(: Welcome back girl! Thursday, December 3
Why emotions? `Neurosis is the way of avoiding non-being by avoiding beings. ' I miss.... The past. And then i remember what someone once told me If your missing the past, Its means your not treasuring the present. I'll be posting more about missing the past if i still don't wake up and treasure the present now! so yeahs! I'll treasure EVERYONE from now on.. Cause if you lay your whole life on one pillar your whole world Will collapse if its shaky.. But if you lay yourselves on different pillars you know you Will never fall flat. **Sighs* Recently been Cryinq my eye balls out almost every night, screaminq at my soft toys to make everything OK again..ENOUGH is enough becca! WAKE UP **slaps myself** Dear God, The only thing i ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much to far away. Keep her the way i found her.. Darkness in the night,i’ll find that light for you. As long as i got eyes,i’ll have a sight for you. Long as I'm alive baby,i’d die for you,i am the tree and you are the root,without you ,i will die,wanna be with you. Wish i could keep you much longer. Love is a great poet, its resources are inexhaustible, but if the end it has in view is not obtained, it feels weary and remains silent. TODAY; Slept til like 2.30 woke up fer tution ZZZZ. One bad thing about home tution is that you cant skip it, And one day ONE DAY, i will follow GongGong's suggestion and just smack the door in the tutor's face! After tution was thinkinq of what to do so i went to sleep, Dhens woke up and watched TV, And thens received a message from my dearest love(: Picked her up from work, She was damn tired): poooor babey! Accompanied her for her dinner, Thens walked around, Walked her home and came home, ate my supper and here i am(: GOTTA BUY MORE BOOKS TO READ!I just read my previous post.. And my English is horrendous man! Need a readinq partner? ANYONE ANYONE?! BE MY READING PARTNER? we qo buy books, library together? Improve our terrible English together? volunteers? REPLY TAGS; desmond BYES SISTER :) YOU ARE THE BEST LA ^^ SISTER YOU BETTER FCUKING TAKECARE OR I KILL YOU ): CUTIE Rebecca; Bye sister! HAHA(: I sure take acre NO WORRIES!, I know imma cute(: hehehe! L.WeiJie First impression is important . So people with pretty face mostly leave a deeper impression in others mind {: Rebecca; yesyes, True true. Agreed. Ehs! one day we debate again (: fun HAHA 义sGfKeR.21Boi顺 hellos ! tagged . rebecca; HELLO HEARTY(: hehee. Thanks fer the tag. Caijunn Hi (:! Tag back! :D Rebecca; hehe(: how you? desmond yo pretty (: stay nerd with ur nerd spec (: Rebecca; Yo ass(: hehee, stay guailan with your mouth(: Jokinq(: Lyb. Btw, i relinked ya alr!(: Rebecca; thanks ehs(: ZoyiW. There's is definitely happy ending just that only lucky people will met it.And,I ain't the lucky one.Hope you'll be one((= Rebecca; Everyone will find their happy ending ONE DAY (: . Aiyahs. My happy ending its with you leis, but then you dunwan, i no choice mahs(: how? HAHA! qiaO &im kind enuff to relinked you <: Rebecca; nahs Imma stil kinder(: Lyb. Oo, i saw that in stomp too. that girl so open..hah. Rebecca; Different people has different opinions i guess(: Hahaha(: Night night(: Wednesday, December 2
Beauty is not in the face, beauty is a light in the heart.
think AGAIN. Are you SURE?! If it were you , you would? Cause i doubt i would. People always say inner beauty is important and all but i think its a bunch of bull shit lies, People with outer beauty still gets the first hand. TODAYS;
Tuesday, December 1
Disappointed
Like many other girls , I was lookinq fer my happy endinq, My prince charming and all. Well, I come to realise there is no happy endinq there is no prince charming at this age of course. There will be one in the far future maybe when imma 19 or 20? the time where i would find my soul mate accepting his flaws and perfections working out our problems, getting married and to live happily ever after, So, If you wanna like a guy, Prepare yourselves fer the worst. Expect little and you might just be satisfied with what you may get. Yesterday woke up at 5, Bathed and all, Waited fer somebody -.- 4 HOURS..Headed there ate a few buttery satay and headed home, **smiles* Everything taste better with butter! Late pictures from trip to expo with Tianen, choazhen && Rum AND MY BELOVED KAHHWEE ;  Who says love is always sweet?    The puma competition, Where you write something on the board and take a picture, I took part and guess what did i do? I wrote i hate him (arrow point down) , but i (heart shape) PUMA(: Forced tianen to take the picture with me. Meaninq imma hatinq him HAHAHA!  when tears flows, Friends are what you need(:  Headinq off now~ qoinq out shoppinq weeeeeeeee~ Meeting the people at like 5 so qotta rush rush rush. qosh in need of cloths, I had to wash what i wore last night and re-wear today MAN! And sorry fer the boring post's I've been posting recently , Not much time to post hahhaa(: so postings are random(: | ||
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You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart
Now even a thousand tears would not brinq you back to me. |
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