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The Nerd♥ Rebecca♥ 24.12.94 Shut your eyes, the truth will set sparks(: My silly lil biatch {♥}ZoeyWanqZuer{♥} CAUSE U LOVE ME Kapo's You are awesome for being here now, Your life is nor 60% more interesting(: Memories November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 July 2012 August 2012 January 2013 February 2013 July 2013 October 2013 February 2014 March 2014 April 2014 May 2014 June 2014 July 2014 August 2014 September 2014 November 2014 January 2015 April 2015 September 2016 March 2017 sinq to the beat.	Monday, November 30 Forsome Now chatting on phone with GongGong and he sent me this webb telling a story about a 20-year-old poly girl who openly writes about her active casual sex life and posts sexy photos of herself online for the whole world to see. Comments given by the reporter of this story were; “I came across this blog, apparently belonging to a 20-year-old Singaporean girl from a polytechnic, who openly writes about her active casual sex life, even talking about having a foursome with her partner and another couple. “She posted sexy photos of herself, many taken in hotel rooms. “She also mentioned how she got a vibrator from a male friend for her birthday. “Find it ironic that she writes in her blog about how she knows she has disappointed her parents, yet she posted her family photos in there, for all to see. “Disturbing to know how technology such as the Internet has debilitated our youngsters' sense of shame -- they seem to want to share everything with the whole world.” Is the girl really to open? or is the world being narrow-minded. I guess different people will look at this differently, Some may find it disgustinq and shamefull but some may find it alright and normal, Everyone has their own point of view i guess(: To earn respect we must first respect. To get a friend, first be a friend. Treat your others as how you would want to be treated GoodLuck to terry of getting a bike, And congrats fer passing your bike test ehs(: rmb your promise . Im the first you ride huhs! **better buy insurance first ** hehehe. Heading to bed, woke up at 6 today, dunwanna wake up at night tomorrow. TATA~ Tag replies; cy i wonder u are whose princess in whose mind Rebecca; Imma a princess in my own lala land CANNOT UHS (: terry u can be a princess haha Rebecca; how be ): hahhahaa. My parents ain't kings nor queens. Ivan YO ! maybe you are already princess in someone else heart nehs ~ haha :) Rebecca; Yo(: huh huh huh finnally tag me uhs(: Nahs luhs, in people heart imma anprincess-wanna-be only(: Yvonne;Ahxin Becca! That day at club w/o you like something missing sia.. Nxt time must go okies!? Rebecca; hahahhaa! thanks(: hop you had fun there ehs. nahs luhs imma not a clubber kind.. I dance like shit, Drink like ass and socialize like fuck.. hahahha! i qo there throw my own face nias. steff! gosh how can you miss _____ MINE *flikes hair * Rebecca; What in heavens or earth are you talkinq about dude? cy here's my tag lolx Rebecca; GOOD(: Kahhwee nehmind x.x nt first time u like that Rebecca; (: miss you loads come back singapore FAST Sunday, November 29 Every title has a meaninq. The greatest conflicts are not between two people but between one person and himself If you're never scared , embarrassed or hurt, it means you have never took any chances. Be contempted with your life don't expect more and you won't be disappointed as often. Every feelinq every thought Is allowed by the mind. If your one who blames luck, The only sure thing about luck is that it will change. Not really in the mood to post , Wanted to stay over at the "chio bu's" house, But had tution so came home.. IN THE END, CANCELED. oh well, Let them spend quality-anti-Becca time **smileees* Today spend time with the other babes. played Hide-And-Seek..childish i know, but fun ehs, Kinda brings back the lost innocence feelinq, Dint play instead i took pictures(: Watched "stick it" && "Enchanted" , NICE MAN. I wanna be a princess!! Too bad , not fated ** SAD FACE** Not bad ehs, people help me take of shoes everyday. oh wait Already have maids fer that! uh so bad(: Met Mama Papa went fer dinner, ate Sha shee. I know its sushi but.. ANYWAYS, Did you know Sha shee is actually VERY FATTENING, Bought my laugage! YAY. Wanted Hot pink/ baby pink.. but cant find any exept one REALLY BIG ONE. In the end i bought a cute little red one(: Went home and here i am(: Imma headinq to bed, Sleep myself of.. And warninq to mojo the hobbo! Better stop callinq me bimbo OR ELSE. Hate the feelinq of beinq kept in suspense, To be like a pair of shoes placed here and there thrown all around, To recieve false hope, To envy a sad character in the book and realise your her. To feel the pain in your heart but yet unable to reach it touch it nor heal it and even forget it.. Of having to swollow the pain and sadness everytime something happens. Saturday, November 28 Enough is enough "a true friend stays with you for life, but it seems like you don't care anymore." Just saw the sweet post posted by my dear-ies(:Its been a lonq time seems someone dearly to me posted for me huh.. Today i particularly missed 2 people ALOT. Kahhweee && Kah wee(SeanTan). Sadly they're both overseas BUT happy to say, I still have this 2 thick-skinned "chio bu's " **rolls eyes* too stay here with me and cheer me up and all. THANKS BABES! love ya loads ehs. you left me hanging there.. I think we've qotta sit down and talk . Though you might be happy with everything now I'm not and cant be. I know you've said again and again you don' like thinkinq and carinq about stuff like that.. But i cant supress my feelings anymore.. As i said to you, Forgiveness heals the outer shell but the wound is still burninq up the insides.. I don't wish for our friendship to end just because of my mistakes. Everything turned out this way because of me && my selfishness and I'm sorry but i really want everything to be as it was. One day when you wish to or want to talk about this call me.. I'm sincerely sorry for all this trouble I've caused.. You might be feelinq the "envy-ness" from the start. But not me, I was true ,Every word i said to you. Been in Tasmin The crazyLady's house for the past few days. Went botanical Garden just now, Funny thing is, When we reached i complained that it was so hot And we stepped in the garden SUDDENLY it started raining HEAVILY .. God's sendinq rain to cool me off? HAHAHA Tied "fish tale bread" A super nice stylish simple farm girl hairstyle which was hard to achieve ehs! so proud of it ! **GIGLES ** went to plaza sinq. Ate lonq john with the rest of the peeps. Then they headed fer movies and the three of us came home sweet home.. Went to the swing near Tasmin's house swinged up and down. Had a heart to heart talk! Love them damn much. We've been eating SO MUCH. Pray we don't add weight! Runninq tomorrow to loose the fats.**winks* qoin to bed now SAYONARAHS. WE're all TIRED. Hope those whom are at the beach party had fun(: And to those who din't but tickets from me TOO BAD YOU LOOSE OUT ON THE FUN! IDIOTS hehhe(: Jokinq. Wake up sunshine "But godliness with contentment is great gain . For we are brought nothing into this world and we can't take anything out of it ." You come as dust & go as dust . There is nothing else to do actually . Just be contented with your everyday life & you'll be fine as God will bring us through everyday . He'll guild us through every challenge & obstacle that comes our way . Becca , I always asked gwen why does God place so many challenges in my life even after i became a christian she always says he placed all these challenges in your life is to mould you and become the person he wants to to be . The reason why , you are placed on this earth . & Satan, that heartless creature is pulling you away . Fight him , not alone but with the power of God . He gave you many friends in the kingdom to help you . You know that you can confide everything in us : ) & even more we had heart to heart talk ! THE MORE YOU SHOULD , GIRL ! Don't give up . Not now , not yet , never . Love you always , 2 CHIO BU (look @ our photo) TO OUR ONE & ONLY , SCARDY CAT ^^ Thursday, November 26 I'll never make you cry I don't want another pretty face,I don't want my love to go to waste, I just want you and your beautiful soul. staring out in the rain with a heavy heart i thought, Am i crazy fer wanting you? Cause of you i survived through all the storms. So glad i had you,someone who was there whenever my hope falls. you made me believe in myself when no body else could help. Because you live i carry on even when i lose another battle.No matter what the heart still qoes on. `It takes a minute to crush on someone, an hour to like someone,a day to love someone, but a lifetime to forget someone. What am i to do now?' Forgiveness && Acceptance heals the outer shell, but the truth still burns the inside. Will everything be the same ever again?Imma sorry things turned out this way. Just want you happy. Replies; Lyb.: Heard you injured your arm? Are you okay now? Becca; Yeah i did(: Imma fine now thank you(: HuiQin Hello Rebecca, I'm tagging you now now ! We're talking now now ! ;D Becca; YesYes We were(: Thanks fer the tag yo! Cheer up ehs! cy hellow rebecca are u there or not ? Becca; I am here of course! WHYE(:? desmond i link you already :) link me if u want born-to-be-guailan.bs.com Becca; I will link you in my old bloqq(: bobo tackecare wors babe ((: it will heal de ((: Becca; hope so(: ! hehee Kahhwee (: welcome :3 okays , will (: Becca; Sorry sist): I know imma a disappointment.. Yvonne;Ahxin Takecaires sexaye Becca; Thanks sexay(: cy hellow rebecca hellow rebecca is u ask me tag de Becca; hehehhe! i did(: Thanks fer the tag! TAG MORE LUHS hahaahaha. See you at the chalet dude Yvonne;Ahxin sure.. See you soon then.. Miss you! becca; Miss you tons. Sorry cant meet you now, Mama dun wan me out of the house.. steff! awwww but i am :D Becca; How can YOU be a genious SERIOUSLY? Stop lyinq to yourself. RACHEL LOLS! Okay sure :x Get well soon ayye. Cheer upp too. Becca; Yeahs ! thanks(: i will cheer up qiaO get well (:! cya someday . Becca; Seeee ya some day too uhs.Thanks(: terry hope ur hand recover faster Becca; Thanks birthday boy(: Wednesday, November 25 If i say i love you, Wil you be mine forever? Any blessinq could always turn into a curse. You were my blessinq, But now my curse. Loving you is the worst && Hardest mistake i ever commited. History's repeatinq itself again. A new book was written but filled with the old phrases,lines && words used in the first book. The first book failed ,Does this mean the endinq of this new book shall also fail. I asked myself repeatedly whye did i let all this happen again.Of wanting the impossible. The world has so many wierd stuff happeninq in its own ways zig zagging here and there. in the world though beinq pure,innocent && kind hearted is nice.As its rare to see. It causes death to oneself .Growinq up is painful and filled with evil., yet it is still sometimes the best. innocence causes harm to oneself, Purity cause misjudgements && mistatements, And kindness , Causes Un happiness in ones own heart and life needs. Reality is where we ought to be and where we ought to remain. I am and always did wanted and got attracted to the impossible.I'm sorry My arm's killinq me! headinq to bed like in a few minutes. Cheer up mojo jojo! Navy's FUN!(: congrats to my dearly shirley of gettinq a job! WORK HARD. BEACH PARTY; 28Nov, Saturday. Wave house, Babes ;15 Bucks && 1 free drink hunks; 30Bucks && 2 free drinks. Casual wear is the best. Think of all the hot bikini babes that wil be goinq && all the hot muscular hunks that wil be there! Its a ALL AGE PARTY && there will be alchahol(: Fer further info, Or if your interested do PM me; rebecca-fan-no.1@hotmail.com Tuesday, November 24 The world is round, Cause reality never ends. A book can only be written well if the author cared what was writen. Currently feeling BAD. My heart like a deep dugged wel is now overfloweinq with the feelinq of sadness. Imma so sorry, I guess I've been selfish..But ihave one more selfish act up my sleeves. Its qonna be hard to use but sometimes a selfish act can contribute more to people around you more then how a giving act is able to. Hard love, Hard yet soft, Hard on the outside, soft on the inside. hard to do, Easy to help. BEACH PARTY! there's a up cominq beach party! and Imma sellinq tickets! held at wave house, Saturday, 28 November. Fer the babes its $$15 (with ONE free drink) fer the dudes its $$30 (with TWO free drinks) Fer more information Or if your interested cOntact me(: rebecca-fan-no.1@hotmail.com ANDAND Best of all its a all age party! Monday, November 23 Someone who always love you, Is a friend. "Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows." Like any other kind of love, friendship can be lost within our lives due to neglect or anger or, sometimes, simply circumstances. However if it is lost, we often lose a part of ourselves that can never quite be recovered . Real friendship is a rare and precious gift, strong, stable, yet fragile, and never to be taken for granted "The only way to have a friend is to be one." ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson A faithful friend is the medicine of life.A friend is a gift you give yourselve. Among Life's precious jewels, Genuine and rare, The one that we call friendship has worth beyond compare. Friendship like money, Its easier to be made than to be kept. Are you treasurinq what you now have,or do you just want more. Thank you so much KahhweeSist! fer visiting me today, you rock fer that! Your the best ehs. I'll really think about what you told me... And I'll get back to you. Last lonq babe! My arm's really startinq to hurt ALOT. oh well. NEOPETS ROCKS! Sunday, November 22 First i had a broken heart, Now a broken arm too. You broke my heart, showinq me pieces of my heart i never knew i ever had. Sometimes I wish I were a kid again, skinned knees are a lot easier to fix than a broken heart. If you love someone, put their name in a circle; because hearts can be broken, but circles never end . Though you are happy when the one you love is happy even though not with you, Sometimes A Sad,Sorrowfull, Empty, wierd hurtinq sensations remains in your heart, and shows itself everytime your alone in your room ain't i right? Like broken glass, leave it, pick it up and you miqht hurt yourselve, The only person capable of fixing it is the one gentle and carefull, And in everyone's life there is that one person. you just qotta wait for patiently.. Time heals everythinq && tears are like temporal pain relievers, Every tear you cry, let it represeant something bad and hurtfull ,flowinq drip by drip tear by tear out of you. Cryinq does'nt show you're weak, keepin quiet hidinq the truth of your pain does. I have no answer's for how to cure this feelinq, No one does but you yourselve. But for what i know , is how to relieve the pain, And lessen the hurt. don't keep it to yourselve. Pick up the damn phone and rinq anyone of your friends and talk about it Or even cry about it. Or if your pride is to biq fer that, on that computer of yours and start expressinq yourselve in blog's or maybe write a dairy. Pictures of you and me. had "family day" today Played games with this freaks(: We drew all over our faces, Becca(Star), Hannah(triangle), ME (Heart) Hannah Teamed ; Iceman. (white) Me && Becca Teamed; IRON MEN!!!(Orange) i don't know how? but i wore yellow.. It looks oarnge tooo me! hurt myself while playinq, Totally flew thanks to my clumsy-ness. **sad face** Super pain men! the medic insist i went to the hospital.. So yeahhs. DIN'T GET INJECTED! weeeee! Aparantly my ligment tore.And had cuts all over my body. fer those whom are not into science here's a picture(: Its something like that, A rough idea. mainly my shoulder blade that part tore. so can't move it around. but can't wear a cast either cause my bones din't break, would just be wearinq something to support my hand.which is DAMN UGLY! Tag replies Lyb. Your post meaningful x.x Rebecca; Thanks ehs(: Tag more often luhs you! ahgong stupid piglet!=D Rebecca; WHAT! hahaha stupid piq GongGong(: Piqlet so cute as i said(: ZoyiW. There isn't truee love mansxsx Rebecca; You have me as your true love wad why no true love HAHAHA! RACHEL NoNo? hehheh, is woi not rebecca ;D Rebecca; hahahas! ass leis you! (: next time i cal you Hoi **laughs(: steff! LOL imma a genius! JKJK Rebecca; OF COURSE your jokinq, How can YOU be a genious?? (: Yvonne;Ahxin -wahliao eh you and zoyi linked each another only.. Not fair! :( -Zoyi wang, you are so mean.. hahs(x Btw I zi-lian too! hahahaha! Rebecca; Yeahs luhhs! so mean right Zoyi): link you soon, When i find a nice thing i wanna use as my link babe(: hannah thanks so much:) and i miss you so much i need to share my quiet time with you. meet up soon Rebecca; YesYes! I miss you too(: And just don't let it affect you too much. Your better then that yeahs! everyone who knows you know that imma sure! Thursday, November 19 True love never dies for it is lust that fades away. To have,But not to hold. sometimes to love some body might not be havinq the ability to hold on to him, But to see him happy with the one he truly loves and the one that makes him smile. True love never dies,Its lust that fades. Love is not selfish, Love is the gentle warm fuzzy feelinq you get everytime you see his/her smile her/his gentle sweet heart warminq smile. 'If you love someone, let them go. If they return to you, it was meant to be. If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with... ' 'Its better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all. ' Have you ever been silently in love With someone you can never have? So close you can touch his hand Yet, so far to feel his heart? Currently unhappy. I lost rebecca, i miss her. where did she qo I have everything, yet i'm empty. Friendships like relationships, requires both hands to clap. And I'm wonderinq my choice of stayinq away from people other then Zoyi && Kahhwee isit the right thing to do? Though i felt hurt cause of some people in the past, i should'nt have let it affect my friendship with others who do care about me. everyone's different and i was a coward to make the dicision of cuttinq myself from the world. Lookinq around. I'm not the only one beinq backstabbed or betrayed by people whom we loved and cared for, I guess its something neccasary to help us grow. Everytime we fall, we just qotta stand up and learn, Everytime we stand we had just grew that bit stronger Don't hold grudges it does no good to either party? It just deepens the hatred and refresh the wound. Some friends are true. Some are not, who are true and who are not no one can tel, cause i too don't know? but its a journey and risk you must be willinq to take to find the true friend hiding somewhere. I'm no coward anymore! I'm not qonna hide anymore.Treasure my present and everything i have so i wont ever have to say "i wish i din't ..... " As promised replyinq tags; Ryan: Finnally see your blog Said; yeahhhs! hahahaha! (:<br> terry ya my smile sweet Said; hahaha! Yeahs your smile is sweet your super sweet too(: nelson yo! =D said; Eh YO! hahahaha! thanks for tagginq eh ZoyiW. Self-LOVE!PUKE* FCUK YOU!So unglam Said; ASS YOU LAHS. hahahaha! fuck uh? come luhs, you buy condom i book room, i know you want me eh! HAHHAA! RACHEL WOI! ;x Said; YesYes? HAHAHA! what woi is REBECCA Johnson relink ^^ Said; Thanks dude~(: ahbomb err i lost my number mind text me thankyou. Said; Ehs. Okays test you already(: steff! -!!! nv tell me-_-" -woah change link -I WANNA STAY YOUR HOUSE AGN STAY FREE ALITES I MAY POP UP ANYTIME:D -HAA HAA GOOD ILOVEOYOU TOOS;D !! Said; hahaha! you can find out yourselve mahs you so smart tel you feR? HAHAHA! My house is always free for you babe! Tasmin : LINK ME : ) said; Okays crazyLadyy(: Yvonne; Ahxin : relinked my dear (: Said; Thanks sexay ! -MELISSA : Hello :] said; Hello! Remember our date too east coast eh! Cloud.L : RELINKED!(; Said; THANKS! hahaha(: Yvonne; Ahxin : But at least you still have a wonderful memory with them? Am I right/ Love you my sexy! hash(x Said; naahhhhs. Its just makes the fight more hurtfull, Thinkinq back hahaha! kahhwee : update ehhs ◕‿◕ Said; i update everyday leis hello?! HAHAHAH! yuehlu : hello !! how r u ? still rmbr me ? hehee Said; Ofcourse i rmb you luhs! haahahahaa(: how can i forget(: talk more kays! potatoBoy: call my potato till forget my name? rawr~ haha! throw potato at u den u know. den i call i callu tomatoGirl better eh. hehe :P Said; Sorry luhs hehehee, ehs whye you so many name uh. One time cal tomato, another time cal me mushroom, Dhens sometime call me becca! crazy uh you! HuiQin : Hi Rebecca, I'm tagging you tag tag ! Hehe :):) Said; hehehe! Thanks! Hey why so lonq never see you uhs! MIA uhs?! See you soon kays(: Gotta qo get ready, qonna drink with some people to forget some bastard now. Why do guys always get the final play ? Wednesday, November 18 Girls drink to forget "him" I'm so happy ! I just realise a short cut to makinq myself look nicer! On the freakinq flash! HAHAHA! with the amazinq flash on my camera, it totally hides away my ugly part's! hehee! Well, I guess pictures do lie? *gigles* As i said yesterday, wanted meet XiaoB && Company today, but met them after my tution, Drank at sengkang. I learnt how to play a new game , hmm forgot what its call. buts its not that interestinq .The forfid is what interest its players i suppose! drinkinq! I was not really in the mood to drink, So i Cam-Whore-ed myself(: took many many pictures, AGAIN! And to ZoyiWanqZuer! you not unglam mehhs! say people! Rawrs! hehehe. Aiyahs Once in awhile its ok to have self-love rights? dont's you do it to? *gigles* Pictures speak a thousand words I WISH Upon the star, for my prince Girls drink to forget a guy, Guys drink to get a girl Rushed home afterwards to meet my curfew, I really really wanna thank this guy! his super sweet*smiles* thanks for everything huh! (: THANKS! REPLY TAG's TOMORROW okays qonna hide in my room before mama forces me to drink another bowl of her soup *disgusted face* HATE THAT SOUP! suppose to be "good for me" if its that good it won't taste that bad! Rashes all over my body ,I'll never take the risk of eatin any seafood again. Sacrs all over me now. Pain,Ichy, irritatinq! Argh Tuesday, November 17 I've deleted the past post, As its like pillow-inq-ley messy! and un-read-able. If you don't understand the 2 words i just used. TO BAD, I'm usinq the word pillow to replace any vulgar, So i won't be scoldinq any vulgarities anymore(: **proud look** I'mma havinq my holiday's! the most important months of every teenager's life ain't i right(: *winks* Picked ZoyiSist from work today, at orchad central:X. I can't find my way round the place manns! And to the Idiot that thought its funny and a way to get even with me by leadinq me on the wronq way! WATCH OUT! *laughs* Walked around, Saw my "idol" *shake head sadly* disappointinq manns. I guess pictures DO lie. OH WELL.Snapped shot Zoyi on the train while she was creatinq Z's HAHAHA! Don't kill me! i know you stil love me babe(: Went Adm, qo find Ah Le. Dhens meet that AssFace Kendrick. *frowns* he made me wait half an hour! What a "gentle ment" headed home on a bus tgt, he went to meet his friends. I changed, Met KahhweeSist for sup-Ner. supper+ Dinner **smiles** Let the pictures talk babe! Met this two Ass'es today Cam whorinq; No one's able to stop her when she starts! Last saturday, Met the people(: Bishan park, Played games! i went mad i told ya! Rebecca's vain, But she's aggresive when her competetive sides starts to show! Went to sambawanq ate dinner with this 2, My childhood friends(: ain't it amazinq how fast we grow? I HATE ICE KACHANG. Taste like ASS. All photo's NOT edited, Only ONE! (: Colour changed only(: So don't say Imma fake you bytches! *SMILES* I qotta qo to sleep now, i would be complaininq about my eye bags when meetinq KahhweeSist, XiaoB && Terry tomorrow if stil don't get to bed, And they won't be likinq me when imma grumpy Reminded by KahhweeSist. Shall update again tomorrow niqht .
You left me broken inside out,You tore apart My soul..My heart Now even a thousand tears would not brinq you back to me.